"And I felt myself going. I was in a great deal of pain. It was a very frightening experience
I began to slip. I just started to feel myself going.
And I remember trying to hold on 'Ill be ok, Ill be ok
And it got to a point where I just couldn't
And everything began to just become very quiet
And I can remember with every ounce of strength I had, I wanted to say goodbye to my wife. It was important to me.
And I did, I remember just turning my head and looking at her and saying I'm gonna die Goodbye Joan, and I did
It was then that I experienced.. experienced what we call a near death experience, for me it was nothing near about it, it was there.
It was a total immersion in light, brightness, warmth, peace, security
I did not have an out-of-body-experience, I did not see my body or any one about me
I just immediately went into this beautiful bright light,
It's difficult to describe, as a matter of fact is impossible to describe, verbally it cannot be expressed, it's something which becomes you and you become it,
I could say that I was peace, I was love, I was the brightness, it was part of me"
It's just so beautiful,
It was eternity, its like I was always there, and I will always be there
that my existance on earth was very brief, instant ...
I could say that I was peace, I was love, I was the brightness,it was part of me.
TE AMO ABUELITA. Me siento demasiado afortunada y sé que tú tienes mucho que ver. Bendícenos a cada momento.